aalasya

anudyoga
mAndya
tandrA
tabdraa

All of these mean one and the same thing
a. disinclined to activity or exertion: not energetic or vigorous
b. encouraging inactivity or indolence

"Lazy who me??" Used to be my famous refrain once upon a time not anymore, I don't wake up on time, don't do things that I used to do before, GOD knows what's happening. The only thing I can figure out is that I've become complacent and uncaring in all the things I do and that has made me a lot more lazier than I was or want to be
For instance I'm not attending classes for the past few days, reason, simple enough too bloody lazy to get up and go to class, now it's not like I don't wanna go to class but I'm not getting up in time to go to class, can't blame anybody but myself for that. I'm not sleeping on time which directly leads to me not getting up on time to attend classes, I've got a wonderful 30% of attendance in one of my subjects, that definitely will get me down in one way or another, either I will not be allowed to write my exam or I will have a grade point subtracted, now why am I worried about that, damn I want to finish the course with everybody else and get it over with man, now this is something I doubt I can seriously accomplish, Oh man what am I gonna do I just don't understand, ok fine,
There is a site overcominglaziness.com that talks about different ways to overcome laziness at work and about writer's block, but is there something for my particular disease.. gotta put google to the test and see

Hey!!!!!! this article on being an early riser seems good, practicing it is gonna be kinda funny though but it's worth a try don't you say???